life is so sucky.but i try to look it at a different angle

renew

2006-02-17T01:40:00.000-08:00

secondary life rocks mostly.some teachers are super nice some are not at all.tmr is the fun orama.so many things have changed in the karate team.quite a number of betrayal and new friends are being spawn.my enemy is like getting to become my good friend.the person i trust alot neglects me and leaves me.the person i am very close to is gone.i hate the person tat steals from me.it burns me to see u.i hate u.u are destroying my life,my friendship.u are jus a loner at first.a loser.but now u are jus a strong threat to me.this is my opinion of something.i hope this will end.sometimes i keep thinking i did wrong.9

d end

2005-12-24T03:57:00.000-08:00

after a long time i have finally managed to post.got a new com.wif the lastest stuff AND GRAPHIC CARD.well i guess 19 of dec is quite a day of rememberance it was the end the end of something between me and some1 whom i hold closely too.it was totaly ended.nothing cud save it except tat exact person whom is the closest to me.courses do change change for the better change for the worse.so cara it was u the 1 hwho could save but heck wad can i do.it is over thats wad i keep telling myself.haha after so long.u call this freedom.lol.i read ur posting.dun worry i will still have the closeness as a bro and a sis.i think u were rite and wrong to end this jus mixed.i knew this wud definitely happen.ur frav saying"good things always come to an end"i will forever remember that.i didnt puposely not reply ur sms.i was busy.lol.so yah all those frendsz of mine noe the truth.too bad for those pple who dun believe.it is over.and oh yah cara grace and i are not attach.i miss u.and grace i miss yah 2.oh yah my bro got 5th for the sea games pro lah for him.haha.cara,grace,serena,edwina and all those gals i noe.....and bois too merry christmas.i read ur entry btw cara <3

HI!! this is xuan's cousin =)

i jus wanna spend one more day wif u

2005-11-04T23:42:00.000-08:00

argh i jus wanna go out le.i cant stnad this shit.i wan to go out everyday almost got karate.my brother is going sea games.heng bin is pro, i hope he gets gold,if he does he will get 10000 bucks for winning gold.that is shiok.jus go in put ur best and then get money of course must win medal.grace i really hope u can go to the dinner hope my parents are able to sponsor u to go.cos we have a spare of 4 seats the dinner and yah lah u can fill it up.lol.my parents paying 600 bucks i think.wah crap yesterday i had fever how un nice.hey edwina i hope u can come bac to the gym.study hard k.although i noe u dun read my blog.well mom back com needs to go off

sorryz

2005-10-31T21:49:00.000-08:00

crap!hey sorry for those blog readers of my blog.especially my class people who keep telling me to update it.in the end i gave in.sorry i never update for so long.i forgot all bout my blog.i had my priorities to do first.and settle stuff.wah the soccer match on friday was quite fun,ha ha stupid mattheus go and score own goal wad the hell.say he is defender for my team end up becoming a striker from the other team.crap ah,i dunno why my mother is keepin me at home,it is after PSLE le.is she late back or wad.she says i must study more and do more karate.i am like wad the hell.train until die.hey grace good job following us to training more often.serena is on the national team.yeah!grace must join.haha jing sen loser.kena called by a gal in a cinema fancy pants!!!!!!!!haha.we watch into the blue.asher could not keep his eyes close.haha that small lil guy.yeah the class photo is out le. i look so weird.lol.haha my bro's face is on the acs echo magazine.yeah my parents are going to cebu philipines for holiday.can go out i hope.i really wanna go out.today some choir african group came to our school.they all are like orphans.they were selling necklaces i bought 1.cos i only had 10 bucks and that thing cos 10 bucks.i cant believe that aaron went to go and hug me. i hope he is not gay.if not i am in deep shit.haha lol.haha i hope is jus brotherly hugging.not anything else.well i gtg

yeah prelim over.

2005-08-25T19:41:00.000-07:00

ok now i am in school wif my frneds sorry i never update.cos f prelims and my com crashed so sad and it cos of maple story.fuck maple.but nevermind will reboot.if i have to.well done cara.good gal u are.i will try to beat u.i hope i am not 2 dumb.u may beat me.who noes i may be suddenly dumb on PSLE.cara i will see u in a months time.i cant type much teacher only allow us to play eucational games.i dun think tat this educational. hah well gtg.will write a post when computer uncrash.hah lol

screwed up totally

2005-07-22T03:29:00.000-07:00

ok today i am screwed up my chinese oral never like fully or should i say concentrate totally blannk out...forgot lots of chinese word like tat.i kept stammering.the lao shi did not care and mark me down tat was the worst day of my life.so damn jack.cara i dun molest gals k.....wish to meet u in nov.haha wif charlotte and ben of course..deh.oh yah and class 6.7 guys please stop calling me hot boy so damn wad....and arron plse dun call me chick magnet it is like so ....dunno how to say.signin off byezzz

anvesh is gone...yeah

2005-07-20T23:02:00.000-07:00

ok hi guys and gals.i am really sorry for the late update.especially to grace,cara and anon sorry i never update.....wah today was prelim oral tat is the reason i never update haha.ahhh finally a back stabber,show off guy is out of the class,i never liked him at all since the damn day i met him.he is really a show off.those guys who noe him will noe he is like tat.every single one of his frends are now officially an enemy of me and my great frends.he going to australia for some study.wadever i dun care at all.i dun bother so long he is gone FOR GOOD i am happy.oh yah the carnival was like one of the boring one i had ever exp.it was held on the 16th of this month..but i thank cara and charlottle for like coming to like suppport me.for those curious kay poh people they are not my gf.i made tis clear liao ok 4 all the stoopid people who are so dumb dumb.and all the ACS bowling team guys can please stop calling me the HOLE . and doing the hole sign in front of me.it is stoopid and dumb and embarassing.stop spreadin.ok???ok 4 those who wan to noe why they call me hole read the green part of this part or else just proceed to the next red part..................................................................................................................................................................
ok for some strange reason i am damn jinx like hell.ok after tis u may think i am a sick guy.but i am not that sick ok.this is 4 only some people to noe.ok as i had a bowling competition earlier this month. ok i was teaching my friend the moves of the bowling.i stuck my hand to show him the direction of the ball he should throw.then at this moment a gal bowl finish then run into my hand. which was so super accidentall.i jabbed her below part or as the bowlers from my school say hole.and the worst part was i did not noe i jabbed it so i carry on talking.but when my bowling mate told me what happen i was so super shock.then the word spreaded to the whole team and told the teacher but she did not believe.i tot it was all so over but it wasn't the next day when i was talking 2 my frend i turned around when i was pointing and then my finger slide across the up part if u noe what i am sayin.she did not say anythin.next i was sitting down with my legs stuck out to feel comfortable.but then a stoopid gal must walk so damn close to me and then my shoe got suck in her skirt.i screamed what the hell????ahyioh so bad i am jinx................
ok that was qutie long to type.i was totally a jinx that day.i hope those people who knew what i did better not go and add liao to the story.oh yah and cara please dun feel sad anymore k.let things pass as they do.anyway the carnival for me was so long i could sleep it was 12 hours there flat.so damn boring lucky got break so i go wif cara. oh yah then the gladiator one guy fight until he bleed in his mouth dunno how a spongy stuff can like make the guy bleed.and one guy fainted how sad but he got up eventually.hmm a bloddy event.will update when i hav time. bye frends

torn

2005-07-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

argh....melesa thanks for the advise fot the situation i am in.totally needed your help.serena ur blog rocks a lttile the carnival is closin in. i am happy . but so is the prelims so dam sad i am so not prepared.almost every day doin karate.only hav time to do my school work.wah lao cara can u plse stop signing in and out.i felt so down when i received your letter cara.lucky u told me it was shit.and that person who send cara that shit sms watch out. i see u u see me but u dunno wad i am thinking.haha i am so evil.no lar i am not. i think

sorry grace for nothing

2005-07-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

sorry grace and those people who read my blog.for de late update.i am busy these day as you noe tat PSLE is closing in on me.killing me.but it is good and bad.bad cause need to study alot.good cause after it i can go out.and watch movie.cara this is the final time i dun like the person u think i like at all.okies.i am happy tat u can go to the acsj carnival and support me.it has been 1 year since we meet.lets have a warm greeting.haha.time is running out to the prelims.teacher gives lots of work and i have a bloody young scientist card to complete .that card is just bullshit.must really do it when we are pri 6.so stressfull.oh yah charmina(is it spelt this way)can u please stop calling me handsome.i dun think i am one and suba please dun say i am a charmer to gals okies.thanks.ang grce frend i am totally not hot ok.why are u guys calling me this????????madness all of u except some people.but nevermind i let u be tat way

after compeition

2005-06-21T00:54:00.000-07:00

sigh...it has been 3 days after the competition.dam tired.grace i hope u recover from your injury.i really wan u to go 4 the selection,so i can see u all day man ..whoo.almost like 24/7.it will be so fun.benjamin if ur there just tag my blog little caveman.cwah grace when do u wan me to reply your letter.oh yah i won 2 golds.grace won nothing.just be careful with your ankle.but dun wori i will be there if u get injured during the competition.cara i hope u can go to the end of the year trip.i would luv to see u there.thanks alot for the little talk talk rachel.i totally understand ha haz.nora why u cope grace trophy.u already have a bronze.then must take grace one.greedy or wad this is not to make u angri i just wanna noe why.must go for the selection too ok nora get the selection form from grace.i think.....wah grace your bro is dam funny yet irritating.some type of person.i am sorry grace 4 wasting your hand phone money.cause u like toking to me and i like toking to u little froggy.shit i forgot to give u the keychain .but thank u 4 the cute pencil case.the teddy bear pic on the case.the fredship band is on the wallet 4 your info grace.if u are curious where i put it.as i promise grace i made a long post.....those people tat visit my blog , i thank you.NORA GIVE ME THE CODES.i am waiting email or post it to me my little piggy and ur blog rocks alot.u too grace.urs rawks too

bac from china

2005-06-15T17:44:00.000-07:00

sign...the china trip ended just like a blink of the eye...was so fun people got drunk and vomited like crap...all the beer so dam cheap.still not use to it keep on saying to waitress in singapore."eh siao jia gei wo pi qiu."which was my fravourite phrase in china.the beer is veri good .but it jus make me burpt.haha.i still remember the time i got drunk from capaign(i dunno how to spell i am stupid)ok grace so now u are ok i can disturb u ah juz kiddin.oh yah and davin is my frend good frend last year wif joel fong....(no comments bot him).but grace u are one good frend dun be sad.good luck for the competition.nora i will be hapi to see u.win medal and make everyone hapi.grace too good luck fight well and win.dun say die die must try loh jia you.i will be watching and supportin u two...and grace thanks for tat sms abt the sugar stuff.so sweet.

changi airport

2005-06-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

i am now @ changi .sori grace for wad ever stuff i did.sori hor

u ass clown

2005-05-29T18:09:00.000-07:00

watch out ! i noe who u are but i just dun want to name u . u are a gal u and your freinds keep calling me until i am so piss off. wtach out i will hunt u down.if u call me.u noe trat my parents dun allow gals to call my house but u di @@#k u

screw up

2005-05-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

s++it man i cant stand tis shit.no more.parents want me to studying like shit.cannot go online.argh!class party rocked.so nice
drank 1 whole 1.5 litres of soft drink . nearly vomit.jian her vomited.haha.poor guy

yeah class party

2005-05-25T14:11:00.000-07:00

so happy.tomorow is my class party.actually i am quite sad i lost a grand aunt 4 days ago.that's why i never update my blog.she is about to be cremated.so sad.i am not crying now .becuase i dun realli noe her but i am quite sad.because someone i noe is lost.and if u wanna noe who is teo it is my frend.i always tag as xuan or xuansy.XD.Christian i'm sori bot trying to fight with u during sam beong lesson.wow! and today mr Yap was so angri with arron.that he shouted your attitude is like shit!haha poor arron.are u hapi u seemed to be smiling when he scolded u

lost hope

2005-05-18T16:57:00.000-07:00

my science was worse i tot i got band 1 and shit no i got band 2 . so piss off ...i guess i just have to study.i dun care bot that sacratic asshole.keep saying omg when he heard the results.crazy ass so childish saying oi why he get so low.this is the kind of people i hate like shit.

disappointed..

2005-05-16T04:08:00.000-07:00

today was even worse.exam results even worse.english is very very bad.chinese is average.there is nothing left i can do except study.it is my last hope.i hope it will work.the smartest class ,smartest guy got 196/200.super impossible.

friday the thirdteen sucks!

2005-05-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

okay i really dun belive in friday the thirdteen.today sucks.receive the simple maths paper i got a shock of my life 78/100.was so pissed off i kept saying this shit cannot be.i was so depress.i recounted the marks discover i got 2 marks more.shit lost lots of marks on carelessness so shit up.i am always like that .no matter wad.and shit my f&^*ing frend keeps saying i pity u and ah try harder.fucer man shit him he is so sacrastic.he cares only bot himself.when he said i pity u second time i said fuc u

1 more xam paper

2005-05-10T14:13:00.000-07:00

today was chinese quite hard .or super hard lucky the nite b4 i did revise if not i would have fail.tommorow is science .i mustt admit that i copied for listening compre just to check the answer.was not even close to being killed by de teacher.wait i think i did not copy no lah i did....

SA! eng paper

2005-05-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

todays english paper sa1 was a little hard.i hope i score well.felt dam hell tired.did not sleep well the night b4.when i was in the mid part of my paper.i was nearly asleep could not concentrate.tomorrow is maths then chinese ,science.when i was going to finish my paper.my whole paper flew off my table.when i picked it up the teacher tot i was copying but fuc no i was not!shit man that evil woman!actually i really can't remember whether i copied i think i did ,nah i can't remember.... shito!

maths ez

2005-05-09T15:05:00.000-07:00

todays paper maths was dam ez.but hell.my teacher told me something bad.our comprehension majority of us fail.shit siah!he said the whole level will get low marks he then tol us
to buck up~!shit...i think i will score well for the maths tomorrow CHINESE.teacher nearly gave me ZERO cause i talked shit siah.i just cooked up an excuse to make the teacher hapi hahaz..signing off need to do chinese